Contact with spirits during surgery

I felt like I was in a small room for a long time

She gave me messages that I had to pass on to her. They are very personal, so I won’t tell you everything she said. She repeatedly told me how much she loved her daughter (the nurse), how proud she was of her, and that I had to tell her this. She was really insistent about this. The second woman stood a bit behind the first woman. She didn’t say anything; she gave me a warm smile the whole time. She was the grandmother of the nurse. I felt like I was in a small room for a long time. 

I grabbed the nurse’s hand

But suddenly, I woke up, coming out of the anesthesia. The surgery only took 30 minutes. I grabbed the nurse’s hand. I was afraid I would forget everything I had to tell her. Sometimes, when we dream and wake up, the dream becomes unclear to us, like it fades quickly. I was afraid the same would happen with this information. So I didn’t let go of her hand until I told her everything. This must have looked hysterical, but I promised her mother I would pass on everything she said. The nurse looked at me as if she saw a ghost, but she said nothing.

She wanted to know what had happened during the operation

I fell asleep again, drunk from the effect of the anesthesia, and when I woke up, the nurse was standing beside my bed in the recovery room. She wanted to know what had happened during the operation and what I had seen and heard. I was happy that I could remember everything so vividly. The nurse told me that her relationship with her mother on Earth was very difficult and complicated. She said; there is no way you could have made up all this information. You could not have known that my mother was such a difficult person, especially to herself. She was glad that her mother now knew the kind of pain she caused her, herself and others. And that she wanted to ask for forgiveness and let her daughter know how much she loved her.

Very distinct line between Heaven and Earth

I also remember coming into the small room from a different direction than the mother and grandmother. I knew we were standing in something I would describe as an ‘in-between portal.’ There were little rooms everywhere. Thousands and thousands, next to each other. If someone wants to talk to a deceased loved one, they can do so in one of these small rooms. I also felt there was a very distinct line between Heaven and Earth. They came from where they live now, and I came from Earth. We could meet in this ‘in-between portal.’ So, this wasn’t a near-death experience.

Encounter Dreams

Sometimes, we dream about someone who has died. These are lifelike dreams in which we see the other person so clearly, such as the color of their eyes and all the details of their face as if we were standing close to them.

You know when you wake up that a conversation has taken place, but you hardly know what was said after waking up. These are real encounter dreams.

Sometimes, we have a bad dream about someone who was very sick before he or she died. We see that person in our dreams the way he or she looked during the sickbed. This is not an encounter dream but a process from your subconscious about what you have experienced.

Travel to the in-between portal

Deceased loved ones never show themselves how they looked at the time of their sickbed. So if you have a dream in which someone looks healthy and happy, and it feels almost real, then realize it WAS real. We all leave our bodies a few times a night during our sleep. This is called astral travel. I will write another blog about this subject.

These encounter dreams occur while we travel to the in-between portal.

With love,

Barbara (and Ben)